Little things perhaps?

"Remember, ask from Allah as much as you've done for HIM"

I quoted that from a dear friend who might just be reading this:P

"Allah looks at your effort, not your results"

Quoted from another friend on the same day who're most likely not going to be reading this

Those words came to me at the moment that I needed them the most
All those things might be little but putting my trust in Allah seems to make me feel a lot better. Even my whole body feels lighter. Somehow, all the little things are the ones that made me calm every single time

What more can I say than Alhamdulillah?

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Serabut

Who can tell me that they never be in the 'serabut' moment?
Who never be in that situation where your life is a mess?
Anybody?I doubt so

For the past two weeks life has been a mess. Ask that to any kmb year 1 students
And for some reason I think I too might have put that load of work above my real responsibility
Many face the same problem these days. We're just too busy till we forget that this world is not all. Its just a drop of water in the ocean, and perhaps less!

*Sigh*

But I've been through that.Alhamdulillah ( never thought I can do it though)
So to you guys out there and myself too, let's remember that we have a bigger responsibility than our studies or job or even family
For those who has no idea of what I'm thinking about...find the answer. You'll be surprised

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Do I care?

Assalamualaikum
hello peeps!

oh my deary blog..u must be mad at me for leaving u unattended..deserted..
okay..ter'emo' sekejap. enough of that

you know, yesterday I just thought, why do people wear whatever they like?
say whatever they want
mingle with whoever they choose
do anything that they feel like doing?
why?
and why that they just don't care?
why they are so free and somehow seemed so happy though it's wrong
Infact, why sometimes, I feel like I don't care too?

I know. I'm a nobody. I can't say that they're wrong but if HE says it's wrong then, it is wrong...right?
I know I don't deserve to judge others either cause I'm just a mere human being who also err
I just thought, what if I choose not to care and what if I choose to freely do what I want. Will I be happier? More satisfied?Sometimes I just want to try not to care but I'm afraid and I hope I'll continue to be afraid. Who am I to decide what makes me happy when the Book of Guidance, the Quran says it all?

So I told myself..don't stop being a girl who care so much. Sometimes it's hard and painful too. But let's bare it here on earth and be happy in the world where 'happy ever happy' actually exist shall we?

my 10 min is up. EE is calling
Goodnite people
:)

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Alone

When u think u are alone
Remember that u are wrong

For Allah is always there

If you believe in HIM
More than anything

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You never can tell

assalamualaikum
anyio!

huhu.lama x menulis kan?
gomenasai neh

so
you never can tell
apakah itu?
tajuk lagu?movie?book?

nope
it's a theater! by bernard something2
can't remember..:P
KMB had a teater in dbkl yesterday and i was one of the ushers
the play was beyond awesome
KMB adapted "you never can tell play" and named it 'summer of serendipity'
it's sereNDIpity...not seredipity
staged in DBKL
in front of more than 500 audience
in front menteri and mara people
the havocacy was...ntah la..no words can describe it
the actors,actresses,dancers,muscians,props,choir n etc work superbly hard
no doubt about that



i know what most muslims would say
"TEATER???apakah??x dosa ka??"
haaa...
mai nk habaq
yeah..i can't deny that lots of things were wrong
were not right
x mengikut syarak
u can't even see islam in it

but those..i don't want to discuss because i know it's wrong
but the thing is i got to extract some positive things out of it
dah trpaksa jdi usherers kan.might as well get the better of it
hee:D

i was amazed at how awesome the crews were
the choreography was done by students
the lighting manager
the sound manager
the director
the designer
all were the students of kmb!
19 years old IB students. ib is already enough to drive somebody crazy
what more when you have to totally 'create' a play

i saw how they work
i saw how great minds do they have
i saw wonderful sets of skills
i realized what power do young people have
how they are valuable
if everybody can see what i saw
i believe u'll say the same thing

but!!
if only..it is used on the right path
saaangat la awesome!
they have strength that not many have
logam masing2 tu berbeza kn?

“Manusia seperti logam, terpilihnya mereka semasa jahiliyyah terpilih juga mereka semasa Islam, sekiranya mereka faham”


Saidina Umar sangatlah garang before dia memeluk Islam. and he stays the same after he did have Islam in his heart. the difference is. what he used his 'ketegasan' for.

Allah..created us to be special. and HE never asks us to throw it away.just use it on the right path. on HIS path.

dh jumpa logam masing2?
don't say u don't have one
if dah..
jom guna utk Islam?

jom:)

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Today

Today, I learn lots of new things that moved my heart. Things that I really need.What more can I say than thank you Allah?

I learn to be myself and still a muslimah. I learn to stay being the bubbly, crazy me and yet, know my boundaries. I feel free speaking english and loving it but still, never forget where I 'm from. When people mention the word muslimah we can only visualize one thing - girl in jubah or baju kurung or muslimah tshirt and tdung labuh. Is that it? not for me. To me, being yourself and being modest a.k.a sederhana is muslimah. If u are small and petite don't give yourself a hard time trying to wear tdung bidang 60 if tdung bidang 45 already covers your aurah perfectly. But still, feel free to wear tdung labuh if you feel you neded to. Play sports if you like. Be as funky as you want. But never ever cross the boudaries. Never ever let HIM go.

I learn to trust Allah not the hard work that I did. I'm trying to believe that HE really help those who help HIS religion. Time belongs to HIM. Every second we spent on dakwah has its berkat. I learn to make my goals clear. My purpose of life. It has to be solid or I'll definitely quit in the middle of journey.
Life's a climb but the journey is great. Right?

I promised to write this post in 10 minutes and time's up.:D

Tomorrow, I don't know what's waiting for me.
But let's start this journey shall we?
Whatever it is, bring it on!
We have Allah every second in our life

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let's start again

new year.2013

to all hopes that are lost.let's start hoping again
for myself that had drown, let's start breathing the air again
for all tears that we cried, let's start smiling again

whatever happened has happened
let it go
let start this all over again

finding Allah
the most merciful
and yet, still being me

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

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