I stumble

Anyio!! and assalamualaikum:) peeps, I'm back..huhu :D Soooo...my last post was really, very wary.I was not in a good condition was I?It took me several days to recover this time. I was very childish wasn't I? You bet. Sometimes I think because my childhood was pretty much taken away from me so I am a child until today:D Nevermind that. You know what makes me pull myself together again?Words and quotes. I just love them! They are lovely to me. I did not say I have the worst past. Oh no no. There are thousands people out there that...

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my heart

This heart of mine, is kinda lonely sometimes. I know I should not be. Allah is with me.always... But at home, it's very hard. It's very hard not to get mad. It's very hard to 'pujuk' myself whenever I feel hurt. Some people(who understands my condition) said get yourself a good guy who'll listen to you. Then I'll give them that look that I always do. I do not need any guy who is not my husband. I do not need a husband either right now. I just need...peacefulness. Happiness.Maybe this is the reason why I'm such an introvert. Whenever I have time for myself I like to indulge myself in something that I like.Alone. Time for...

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