positivity

Assalamualaikum everybody May Allah bless u all Hey, you know what? I just realized something. Every time I open up this blog is the time when I'm feeling down. huhu. teruknyerr saye However, this time I won't let that happened. This time, nak share just one song that is sooo beautiful:) Lagu maher zain - This worldly life. Here's the lyrics. This Worldly Life (Dunya) - Lyrics:How beautiful, is this worldly lifeBut not a soul shall remainWe all come into this worldOnly to leave it one dayI can see that everything around meRises then fades awayLife is just a passing momentNothing is meant to stay, ohChorus:This worldly...

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I stumble

Anyio!! and assalamualaikum:) peeps, I'm back..huhu :D Soooo...my last post was really, very wary.I was not in a good condition was I?It took me several days to recover this time. I was very childish wasn't I? You bet. Sometimes I think because my childhood was pretty much taken away from me so I am a child until today:D Nevermind that. You know what makes me pull myself together again?Words and quotes. I just love them! They are lovely to me. I did not say I have the worst past. Oh no no. There are thousands people out there that...

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my heart

This heart of mine, is kinda lonely sometimes. I know I should not be. Allah is with me.always... But at home, it's very hard. It's very hard not to get mad. It's very hard to 'pujuk' myself whenever I feel hurt. Some people(who understands my condition) said get yourself a good guy who'll listen to you. Then I'll give them that look that I always do. I do not need any guy who is not my husband. I do not need a husband either right now. I just need...peacefulness. Happiness.Maybe this is the reason why I'm such an introvert. Whenever I have time for myself I like to indulge myself in something that I like.Alone. Time for...

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I don't know

peace be upon you :) hey, i got a new blog! huhu...naah..just changed the name and layout of the old one. so, it's also new :D why? just feel like so. it feels more like me. little flower. somebody gave me that name :) It's a holiday right now and the past one week has been..how do i put it..hurm..complicated i guess. my family issues are unresolved, getting worse actually but I do love to be with my guardian angel.mama <3 I had free time and lot of it actually I watched korean drama the winter that wind blows and it is amazing! enchanted kind of drama. I see lot of people are changing towards the better. But I don't...

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oh..what a journey

Whaddup peeps? Peace be upon you Days in kmb are never easy and now the sem 2 exam is here!! *scream* really, you can see the word stress written on the gloomy faces here my dear beloved senior is having her IB exam but u see, she still got time to remind me of a few things the other day, she sent me a message "assalamualaikum adik, apa khabar iman?" or in English it's "how's your iman" sentap sehhh...tgk..org yg betul2 mantap iman mmg xkan goyah pegangan kan? i'm sooo jelous of her..haha so let's ask ourselves..how are we today?or better, how are our iman today?? peace.assalamualaik...

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Little things perhaps?

"Remember, ask from Allah as much as you've done for HIM" I quoted that from a dear friend who might just be reading this:P "Allah looks at your effort, not your results" Quoted from another friend on the same day who're most likely not going to be reading this Those words came to me at the moment that I needed them the most All those things might be little but putting my trust in Allah seems to make me feel a lot better. Even my whole body feels lighter. Somehow, all the little things are the ones that made me calm every single time What more can I say than Alhamdulillah...

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Serabut

Who can tell me that they never be in the 'serabut' moment? Who never be in that situation where your life is a mess? Anybody?I doubt so For the past two weeks life has been a mess. Ask that to any kmb year 1 students And for some reason I think I too might have put that load of work above my real responsibility Many face the same problem these days. We're just too busy till we forget that this world is not all. Its just a drop of water in the ocean, and perhaps less! *Sigh* But I've been through that.Alhamdulillah ( never thought I can do it though) So to you guys out there and myself too, let's remember that...

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