tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18544093752392509722024-02-20T09:38:33.337-08:00Unbreakableyou can't break the unbreakableMiss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-8086755198703118972013-07-02T05:33:00.000-07:002013-07-02T05:33:01.703-07:00positivityAssalamualaikum everybody<br />
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May Allah bless u all<br />
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Hey, you know what? I just realized something. Every time I open up this blog is the time when I'm feeling down. huhu. teruknyerr saye<br />
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However, this time I won't let that happened. This time, nak share just one song that is sooo beautiful:)<br />
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Lagu maher zain - This worldly life. Here's the lyrics.<br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">This Worldly Life (Dunya) - Lyrics:</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">How beautiful, is this worldly life</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">But not a soul shall remain</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">We all come into this world</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Only to leave it one day</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">I can see that everything around me</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Rises then fades away</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Life is just a passing moment</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Nothing is meant to stay, oh</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Chorus:</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">This worldly life has an end</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">And it's then real life begins</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">A world where we will live forever</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">This beautiful worldly life has an end</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">It's a just bridge that must be crossed</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">To a life that will go on forever</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">So many years, quickly slipping by</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Like the Sleepers of the Cave</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Wake up and make a choice</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Before we end up in our graves</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">O God! You didn't put me here in vain</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">I know I'll be held accountable for what I do</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">This life is just a journey</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">And it's taking me back to You</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Chorus</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">So many get caught in this beautiful web</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Its gardens become an infatuation</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">But surely they'll understand at the final stop</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">That its gardens are meant for cultivation, oh</span><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><br style="border: none; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px; list-style: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" /><span style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.796875px;">Chorus</span></span><br />
<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-30772378110436690372013-06-02T18:53:00.000-07:002013-06-29T09:59:24.128-07:00I stumbleAnyio!! and assalamualaikum:)<br />
peeps, I'm back..huhu :D<br />
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Soooo...my last post was really, very wary.I was not in a good condition was I?It took me several days to recover this time. I was very childish wasn't I? You bet. Sometimes I think because my childhood was pretty much taken away from me so I am a child until today:D<br />
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Nevermind that. You know what makes me pull myself together again?Words and quotes. I just love them!<br />
They are lovely to me. I did not say I have the worst past. Oh no no. There are thousands people out there that may have gone through something worse. But I know that what I went through and going through is not easy either. Well, did Allah promise that it will be easy? No sir! So, I should stop feeling sad and work on things that make me n my mom happy. I'll stumble again and again and again but I hope that I'll always get up better than before. Pray for me neh?<br />
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Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-36693673830746440802013-06-01T08:51:00.001-07:002013-06-01T08:51:42.511-07:00my heartThis heart of mine, is kinda lonely sometimes. I know I should not be. Allah is with me.always...<br />
But at home, it's very hard. It's very hard not to get mad. It's very hard to 'pujuk' myself whenever I feel hurt. Some people(who understands my condition) said get yourself a good guy who'll listen to you. Then I'll give them that look that I always do. I do not need any guy who is not my husband. I do not need a husband either right now. I just need...peacefulness. Happiness.Maybe this is the reason why I'm such an introvert. Whenever I have time for myself I like to indulge myself in something that I like.Alone. Time for myself. I hate noise. I hate crowded places. Because when I'm back to real life business, it's always about everybody else. I always have to go back being the very well discipline me. I need to pretend to be strong again.<br />
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I'm such a whiner, am I?I know that too. I don't know. Sometimes it gets too painful. I don't mind crying. It's a huge part of my life. And thanks to that I got my panda eyes:D. But I can't see her crying. You know, I read this book called 7 habits of highly effective people. That book is quite okay and what it says are almost all correct. It said that we need to take control of things that we can and let go of things that we can't. Work on things that we can change to make our life better. I know this problem of mine is not mine to handle but I can't help feeling that I have to do something about it. Steve Jobs once said, do not waste your time by living somebody else's life. They are all correct and right on! But the thing is..I can't get out of this mess. It's not my choice. I barely can do anything about me and if I ever try to not think about it I just can't. It's my mom we're talking here. How can I believe that something that got to do with my mom has nothing to do with my life?How can I just let her cry and not do something about it?Tell me. How<br />
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Allah..HE got plans for me. Better than what I want. I know that. But sometimes, I just do not want to be strong. So just let me do that. I'll ask no more. Just let me be sad. I'm not asking for a miracle to happen. Just let me loose for a second. I'll be myself again tomorrow. I know people around me is trying to help. They throw solutions at me that they never know that it wont work cause I usually tell them just half of the story. Sorry guys, whatever you said, they'll never worked and not because I think so, but because I tried all of them. Nothing worked.<br />
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So for now, just let me be like this for a sec. Maybe tomorrow will be a good day, who knows. Am I whining?Am I not being grateful? I don't know. I hope not. Allah had given me more than I could ask for. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah:)<br />
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I'm done crying. So I felt like writing. Sorry if this post does not come as any benefit to anybody but I just felt like writing. Don't be istaken. I'm fine. Just let me be. I'll be who I usually am again. I know that cause this ain't the first timeMiss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-84394100081809130232013-05-31T06:59:00.001-07:002013-05-31T06:59:18.492-07:00I don't knowpeace be upon you :)<br />
hey, i got a new blog! huhu...naah..just changed the name and layout of the old one. so, it's also new :D<br />
why? just feel like so. it feels more like me. little flower. somebody gave me that name :)<br />
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It's a holiday right now and the past one week has been..how do i put it..hurm..complicated i guess. my family issues are unresolved, getting worse actually but I do love to be with my guardian angel.mama <3<br />
I had free time and lot of it actually I watched korean drama the winter that wind blows and it is amazing! enchanted kind of drama. I see lot of people are changing towards the better. But I don't know. Right know, I don't want to move. It's like I'm waiting for something. Or like I'm recharging myself. I like to stay quiet for now. Not to bother anything in the world. Allah had said after one good deed that we do, continue to do another. It's surah Al-Insyirah if I'm not mistaken. That means after the tiring hours in kmb I should put my gear back on and strive to work hard again. However, this time, I want to take some time to actually figure out a few reasons. Tajdid niat maybe. That means 'renew' my intention all along. I like reading good books, inspirational ones. And also listen to great speeches by great men. I want to filled my heart with knowledge and learn to be mature first before I do anything else.<br />
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It's not wrong right?Cause truthfully, I don't know. I hope so<br />
Alright, adios amigos<br />
:)Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-49029474640453157282013-05-11T03:21:00.001-07:002013-05-11T03:21:27.564-07:00oh..what a journey<div>
Whaddup peeps? Peace be upon you</div>
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Days in kmb are never easy and now the sem 2 exam is here!! *scream*<div>
really, you can see the word stress written on the gloomy faces here</div>
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my dear beloved senior is having her IB exam but u see, she still got time to remind me of a few things</div>
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the other day, she sent me a message</div>
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"assalamualaikum adik, apa khabar iman?" or in English it's "how's your iman"</div>
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sentap sehhh...tgk..org yg betul2 mantap iman mmg xkan goyah pegangan kan?</div>
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i'm sooo jelous of her..haha</div>
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so let's ask ourselves..how are we today?or better, how are our iman today??</div>
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peace.assalamualaikum</div>
Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-17515218889358725682013-04-22T08:14:00.001-07:002013-04-22T08:14:18.451-07:00Little things perhaps?"Remember, ask from Allah as much as you've done for HIM"<br />
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I quoted that from a dear friend who might just be reading this:P<br />
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"Allah looks at your effort, not your results"<br />
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Quoted from another friend on the same day who're most likely not going to be reading this<br />
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Those words came to me at the moment that I needed them the most<br />
All those things might be little but putting my trust in Allah seems to make me feel a lot better. Even my whole body feels lighter. Somehow, all the little things are the ones that made me calm every single time<br />
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What more can I say than Alhamdulillah?<br />
<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-42245317365687910352013-04-12T03:15:00.001-07:002013-04-12T03:15:28.049-07:00SerabutWho can tell me that they never be in the 'serabut' moment?<br />
Who never be in that situation where your life is a mess?<br />
Anybody?I doubt so<br />
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For the past two weeks life has been a mess. Ask that to any kmb year 1 students<br />
And for some reason I think I too might have put that load of work above my real responsibility<br />
Many face the same problem these days. We're just too busy till we forget that this world is not all. Its just a drop of water in the ocean, and perhaps less!<br />
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*Sigh*<br />
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But I've been through that.Alhamdulillah ( never thought I can do it though)<br />
So to you guys out there and myself too, let's remember that we have a bigger responsibility than our studies or job or even family<br />
For those who has no idea of what I'm thinking about...find the answer. You'll be surprisedMiss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-88674012595417951022013-04-03T11:20:00.001-07:002013-04-03T11:20:22.974-07:00Do I care?Assalamualaikum<br />
hello peeps!<br />
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oh my deary blog..u must be mad at me for leaving u unattended..deserted..<br />
okay..ter'emo' sekejap. enough of that<br />
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you know, yesterday I just thought, why do people wear whatever they like?<br />
say whatever they want<br />
mingle with whoever they choose<br />
do anything that they feel like doing?<br />
why?<br />
and why that they just don't care?<br />
why they are so free and somehow seemed so happy though it's wrong<br />
Infact, why sometimes, I feel like I don't care too?<br />
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I know. I'm a nobody. I can't say that they're wrong but if HE says it's wrong then, it is wrong...right?<br />
I know I don't deserve to judge others either cause I'm just a mere human being who also err<br />
I just thought, what if I choose not to care and what if I choose to freely do what I want. Will I be happier? More satisfied?Sometimes I just want to try not to care but I'm afraid and I hope I'll continue to be afraid. Who am I to decide what makes me happy when the Book of Guidance, the Quran says it all?<br />
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So I told myself..don't stop being a girl who care so much. Sometimes it's hard and painful too. But let's bare it here on earth and be happy in the world where 'happy ever happy' actually exist shall we?<br />
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my 10 min is up. EE is calling<br />
Goodnite people<br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-68948379989675210922013-03-20T09:38:00.000-07:002013-03-20T09:38:13.816-07:00AloneWhen u think u are alone<br />
Remember that u are wrong<br />
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For Allah is always there<br />
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If you believe in HIM<br />
More than anythingMiss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-7383819468462659352013-02-24T02:37:00.002-08:002013-02-24T02:37:46.667-08:00You never can tellassalamualaikum<br />
anyio!<br />
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huhu.lama x menulis kan?<br />
gomenasai neh<br />
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so<br />
you never can tell<br />
apakah itu?<br />
tajuk lagu?movie?book?<br />
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nope<br />
it's a theater! by bernard something2<br />
can't remember..:P<br />
KMB had a teater in dbkl yesterday and i was one of the ushers<br />
the play was beyond awesome<br />
KMB adapted "you never can tell play" and named it 'summer of serendipity'<br />
it's sereNDIpity...not seredipity<br />
staged in DBKL<br />
in front of more than 500 audience<br />
in front menteri and mara people<br />
the havocacy was...ntah la..no words can describe it<br />
the actors,actresses,dancers,muscians,props,choir n etc work superbly hard<br />
no doubt about that<br />
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<img height="476" src="http://sphotos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-frc1/419243_10200544653289426_1363516481_n.jpg" width="640" /><br />
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i know what most muslims would say<br />
"TEATER???apakah??x dosa ka??"<br />
haaa...<br />
mai nk habaq<br />
yeah..i can't deny that lots of things were wrong<br />
were not right<br />
x mengikut syarak<br />
u can't even see islam in it<br />
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but those..i don't want to discuss because i know it's wrong<br />
but the thing is i got to extract some positive things out of it<br />
dah trpaksa jdi usherers kan.might as well get the better of it<br />
hee:D<br />
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i was amazed at how awesome the crews were<br />
the choreography was done by students<br />
the lighting manager<br />
the sound manager<br />
the director<br />
the designer<br />
all were the students of kmb!<br />
19 years old IB students. ib is already enough to drive somebody crazy<br />
what more when you have to totally 'create' a play<br />
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i saw how they work<br />
i saw how great minds do they have<br />
i saw wonderful sets of skills<br />
i realized what power do young people have<br />
how they are valuable<br />
if everybody can see what i saw<br />
i believe u'll say the same thing<br />
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but!!<br />
if only..it is used on the right path<br />
saaangat la awesome!<br />
they have strength that not many have<br />
logam masing2 tu berbeza kn?<br />
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Saidina Umar sangatlah garang before dia memeluk Islam. and he stays the same after he did have Islam in his heart. the difference is. what he used his 'ketegasan' for.<br />
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Allah..created us to be special. and HE never asks us to throw it away.just use it on the right path. on HIS path.<br />
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dh jumpa logam masing2?<br />
don't say u don't have one<br />
if dah..<br />
jom guna utk Islam?<br />
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jom:)<br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-59329372406988192392013-01-06T08:11:00.001-08:002013-01-06T08:11:55.026-08:00TodayToday, I learn lots of new things that moved my heart. Things that I really need.What more can I say than thank you Allah?<br />
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I learn to be myself and still a muslimah. I learn to stay being the bubbly, crazy me and yet, know my boundaries. I feel free speaking english and loving it but still, never forget where I 'm from. When people mention the word muslimah we can only visualize one thing - girl in jubah or baju kurung or muslimah tshirt and tdung labuh. Is that it? not for me. To me, being yourself and being modest a.k.a sederhana is muslimah. If u are small and petite don't give yourself a hard time trying to wear tdung bidang 60 if tdung bidang 45 already covers your aurah perfectly. But still, feel free to wear tdung labuh if you feel you neded to. Play sports if you like. Be as funky as you want. But never ever cross the boudaries. Never ever let HIM go.<br />
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I learn to trust Allah not the hard work that I did. I'm trying to believe that HE really help those who help HIS religion. Time belongs to HIM. Every second we spent on dakwah has its berkat. I learn to make my goals clear. My purpose of life. It has to be solid or I'll definitely quit in the middle of journey.<br />
Life's a climb but the journey is great. Right?<br />
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I promised to write this post in 10 minutes and time's up.:D<br />
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Tomorrow, I don't know what's waiting for me.<br />
But let's start this journey shall we?<br />
Whatever it is, bring it on!<br />
We have Allah every second in our life<br />
<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-58542706909746777262013-01-06T02:37:00.000-08:002013-01-06T02:37:06.603-08:00let's start againnew year.2013<br />
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to all hopes that are lost.let's start hoping again<br />
for myself that had drown, let's start breathing the air again<br />
for all tears that we cried, let's start smiling again<br />
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whatever happened has happened<br />
let it go<br />
let start this all over again<br />
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finding Allah<br />
the most merciful<br />
and yet, still being me<br />
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bismillahirrahmanirrahimMiss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-69984388286078792472012-12-22T01:01:00.000-08:002012-12-22T01:01:05.828-08:00ChangeChange. why is it so hard these days?<br />
My heart aches. Really bad<br />
Why do I keep falling down, making mistakes?<br />
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I screwed up. I got it<br />
But why is it so hard for me to get up like I always do<br />
I'm hurt. My heart must be thorn into pieces. So did I thought<br />
But even if it did, I will still feel the pain<br />
Now, even the pain is not there<br />
All left is the feeling of anger and frustration.<br />
My heart is not wounded. It becomes hard and cold. Like stone or ice.<br />
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I'm losing hope. I'm losing the grip<br />
The worst part is I just keep watching myself do so. Not even trying.<br />
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I watched movies. They are like fairy tales.I yearn for my life to be one<br />
Though I know, a tale is just a tale<br />
The thing is, I need to grow up<br />
Face the reality<br />
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I thought I've found myself, but I'm wrong<br />
I'm still struggling to find a purpose of living<br />
I had one before. I thought it was it. I thought I had hold on to it strong<br />
Again,I was wrong.<br />
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I want to run away. But I know I'm not a coward<br />
I want to face all the problems. But is my heart able to face it too?<br />
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For now, all I want to do is find a purpose back<br />
Allah. HE is always there though sometimes I don't feel it<br />
I know HE has all the answers.<br />
I just need to work hard to get it<br />
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Have faith girl.<br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-70065388356750289752012-12-03T09:49:00.001-08:002012-12-12T00:06:17.602-08:00love..sarangheyo:)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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"I just don't get this couple thingy. well, I did it too back then but I realize it's really useless.there's no point whatsoever"<br />
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"take a chill pill girl..loving someone is not a crime"<br />
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"did I say so?"<br />
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"errr..no"<br />
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"I just think it is a waste of time.sure, waking up in morning with sweet messages in your inbox really makes your heart skip a beat. but..are we that easy to get?btw who knows how long it will last. I did went through that phase and I swear I was an idiot<br />
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"we are teens. sometimes we ended up doing stupid things. couple is just a small matter dear. don't take it too hard. cherish the moment of being in love, every teenage girl deserves to be happy and appreciated"<br />
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"wrong. we are muslim teens.that makes us different."<br />
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okayy,,it's in the middle of the night and I cant sleep so I have a feeling of writing something<br />
and..suddenly this thing called love popped into my mind..random as usual:)<br />
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moment of truth. everybody, who is normal falls in love at least once in their life. i did, twice.i'm the kind of person that hardly falls in love with anybody but when I do.uh-oh. big trouble<br />
nobody says that falling in love is a crime but how you deal with that feeling that makes the difference.<br />
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couple?that's a cliche topic to debate about.but, certainly it is not for me.people normally ask me why?a big why.why do I care so much?why do I refrain myself when others are enjoying their love life?<br />
my answer is simple. because the one that loves me the best says I should not. Allah says I should not.<br />
"La taqrabuzina"says the Lord in the holy Quran. Don't go near it. poeple debate how couple is not near to zina.<br />
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come on guys. don't lie to yourselves. we are not just talking about 'that' zina. our eyes, ears n etc should not go near it too. we should not look at that handsome face before we can legally do so. we can't listen to the voice that melt our hearts before the akad is done.<br />
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I have thousands other reasons and some of them are:<br />
- girls that are easy to get are easy to forget<br />
- I have thousands better things to do<br />
- only one guy is worth it<br />
- can i say..nisa' (girls) are just too special?<br />
- I have not yet love HIM perfectly<br />
- youth is not ti me to play around. we got bigger mission<br />
- i will not die without a boyfriend<br />
- couple is not a guarantee for a marriage<br />
- angels in the heaven are way better looking :D<br />
- it won't be fair to my future husband (whoever that is :P)<br />
- muslimah..should be loved by those who put his love towards Allah above anything else,and those who are willing to enjoy love life before marriage are not good candidates:)<br />
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there you go!that just a part of it.haha.no offense to anybody<br />
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I won't say it is easy to refrain but once you get your principles right, it is easier.<br />
I won't say it does not hurt to leave a guy who loves you back because I too, shed lots of tears. but. it is worth it.<br />
I can't say you must do it now.but gradually.<br />
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girls, it hurts, I know. I've been there but time really do heals the pain. it is painful yet possible. you'll break at first.heart shattered to bits and pieces. you'll find it hard not to say "happy birthday" on the date that you always did. you'll feel lonely when he is not there anymore to listen and be your guardian angel anymore. you'll find it hard not to smile when you see him as he walk by. sometimes, you'll feel at lost.<br />
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during those times. remember this. Allah is there for you. HE loves you more than you know. HE knows what's best for you. believe in that and don't worry, one day u'll feel that comfort again. your future husband is somewhere out there. be strong.don't be afraid. take a chance to open your heart to believe in HIM. one day, you will understand the reason why. InsyaAllah<br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-52341866946305852012-11-19T05:38:00.001-08:002012-11-19T05:38:36.342-08:00Our hands are not oursOur hands are not ours. Yet, we are given to use them. What we write today had been written in the Luh Mahfuz since forever. Yet, we're still struggling with 'if only i....' . The outcome of our blood, sweat and tears had been set, yet, we yearn for something better.<br />
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okayy..so what am I blabbering about actually? well, math test just now pop these statements in my mind. Random things keep popping into my head recently. What I want to say through the statements is our life had been set and the paths we took or about to take had been decided. So, why do we work hard anyway?<br />
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Because we know HE sees our effort not the outcome. We have different capabilities yet we are expected to excel in everything(that's how things go in IB). Some poeple just know how to juggle the numbers and some others just have 'superpowers' to remember words like deoxyribonucleoside triphosphate in just few seconds. Saying this, definitely, the outcomes of what we do will be different.<br />
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But no worry. He sees our effort. And that is enough.<br />
It's hard for me to actually not worry about people's expectation - or my own expectation actually. <br />
At times, I tend to forget how this world is temporary. How IB is not forever. How exams doesn't change how you are. How results are not the definition how amazing you can be. That's because we are still clinging to the rope of dunya' that is just a drop of water in the ocean. Ironic much, but still, the truth.<br />
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Allah will repay our effort equally. He always did and will always will. Believe it.<br />
So don't regret your mistakes. It happened for a reason. HE said so.Though sometimes we yearn to know why. Just believe. It'll make a difference.<br />
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Life is too precious to be waking up with regrets. Don't you think so?<br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-31914375629681825122012-10-31T06:46:00.002-07:002012-10-31T06:46:46.023-07:00Percaya dan yakinOne month and a half. That's how long I've left this blog unattended.<br />
Mungkin kerana hati ini masih lagi terikat dengan dunia. Terlalu sibuk dengan dunia pelajar n KMB yg sbenarnya x berpenghujung. Knowing this fact, I can't help feeling sad.<br />
Anyway..back to the topic<br />
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Percaya dan yakin. Both are forms of faith. But they are two things that are different but many people fail to realize it.Let's look into this story.<br />
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Ada seorg penembak handal yang meletakkan sebiji epal atas kepala anda dan menembaknya dengan tepat. Lalu, anda percaya dia seorang penembak yang handal. Kemudian, dia meletakkan sebiji epal buat kali kedua untuk ditembak. Namun, kali ini, dia akan menembak sambil matanya tertutup. Adakah anda yakin bahawa epal itu yang akan menjadi sasaranya dan bukan kepala anda? Sebentar tadi anda baru sahaja mengaku anda percaya dia seorg penembak yang handal. Sekarang pula anda tidak yakin dengannya?<br />
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That's the difference brothers n sisters.<br />
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2nd story.<br />
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One guy was climbing the mountain at night and suddenly he fell, so as his torchlight.The place was pitch black and he can only see using the torchlight of his gears. When he was falling, he thought he was going to die. However, suddenly, the rope(that people use for mountain climbing) stuck somewhere, leaving him hanging around, not able to see anything. Then he prayed to Allah<br />
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Allah, save me! You are the only one that can save me!<br />
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Then he heard a voice<br />
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Are u sure I can save u?<br />
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He answered "of course You can. Who else can save me other than You my Lord!"<br />
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The voice asked again and he gave the same answer.<br />
Then the voice said...."if u say so...then cut the rope..."<br />
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<b>"cut the rope...."</b><br />
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The next day he was found dead, somehow, freezing, hanging tight to the rope and just 4 feet from the ground. If only he had cut the rope, he would be saved.<br />
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<i><b>He said he was sure that Allah can save him. But why he didn't cut the rope?Why? He would have been saved.</b></i><br />
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<i><b>Kerana dia hanya percaya. Dan tidak yakin padaNya.</b></i><br />
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<i><b>How about us? </b></i><br />
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<i><b>Kita sekadar percaya? atau yakin?</b></i><br />
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<i><b>Let us ponder</b></i><br />
<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-16260173054348936662012-09-15T04:00:00.001-07:002012-09-15T04:00:12.027-07:00It's everybody's warOh..life is not easy..at least not for muslims cause muslims just dont have the luxury to lead a layback life<br />
and why is that?because jannah..is way..way expensive than anything we can imagine on earth. My life had been going up and down these few days( or is it my entire life?) huhu..but hey, everybody's life goes up and down so what's the sigh for?<br />
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ROQ. Rememberance of Al Quds. This entire week was on ROQ. I never thought of this as a deadly serious matter. I do know palastines are my brothers and sisters who are fighting for the sake of Islam. I cried when I watched their videos. I do care for them, or at least I thought I do..until..Allah showed me how little is my effort in 'caring' for them.<br />
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When you think their war is your war, only then you really do care for them. That's what I felt. It was as if Allah was telling me that. Those words hit me hard. Real, deal hard. For all this time, did I think it's my war?I hope I can say yes but the reality is..no. Not at all. If I really do think so, why would I sigh for all little things that went wrong in my life? Why didn't I remember them in every single of my prayer? Why didn't I find out about what's going on there?...that's for me to ponder<br />
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Listening to their stories rip my heart into pieces. There's a 10 years old kid who already memorized 20 juzuk of the holy Quran and he wanted to o fight at the border of Gaza, which is extremely dangerous. His mother objected but he was really determined that his mother said that he can do so with one condition. He must memorized the whole Quran first. Masya-Allah! We are talking about a 10 years old kid here! The bodyguards of the president must be a hafiz. The kids there recite the Quran as perfomance, not dancing nor singing. The people there lay out their sajdah the moment they heard the azan and pray, even by the street!. They never asked for money on street to those who go there to visit them and they don't act like beggars although they had not been eating for more than 3 days. That's the level of their dignity.<br />
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But..what hit me the most is that they will never run. ever. Because it is their fight. They believe in Allah. They believe it's a test. They believe in Allah's help. They don't ask for US or Japan or any big power on earth to help them. They only ask for Allah's help. One of the important people there was asked of what can muslims in other places do to help them and he said 'build real muslims in your own land and Islam will be once again glorified on earth.' How amazing.<br />
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This hadith of the prophet, Muhammad S.A.W proves to be right and can never be wrong..<br />
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<span style="background-color: #eeeeee; color: #333333; font-family: tahoma, verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 18px;">Sentiasa akan ada sekelompok dari umatku yang sentiasa berjuang bersama2 kebenaran, mencabar dan menentang musuh2 mereka. Musuh2 mereka tidak dapat memberi mudarat kepada mereka sehingga Allah mendatangkan keputusannya.<b>Mereka tetap dalam keadaan demikian</b>.” Maka para sahabat bertanya,”Dimanakah mereka?” Jawab Rasulullah.” Di Baitul Maqdis dan sekitarnya”</span>
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<span style="background-color: #eeeeee; color: #333333; font-family: tahoma, verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 18px;">They'll continue to fight for Islam, until they win. If it takes forever, then forever it will be.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #eeeeee; color: #333333; font-family: tahoma, verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 18px;">We shall all fight. In our own ways. If studying it is, then studying it would be. Until the time comes when we all taste the sweetness of a victory. In jannah. InsyaAllah.</span><br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-6874241826660574362012-08-30T07:09:00.000-07:002012-08-30T07:09:45.168-07:00ramadhan, raya & stuffFirst thing first. Ramadhan had gone by this year. taqaballahu minna wa minkum:)<br />
I have to admit. it's not the best so far but I think it changes me to a better me.a lot actually.<br />
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Next is raya!! (is the exclamation mark necessary?haha)<br />
I hope that everybody had a happy eid although i didn't. no need for the explanation.<br />
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My mind has not been in a stable conditon lately. Especially after raya n so on. That's why I didn't write any posts before. I'm afraid I'll be writing unnecessary things n thoughts. This post doesn't have a specific title because there are so many things inside my head right now. I'm pretty down, under the weather actually. But I know this is a test. I know it. But it is not an easy one for me because I've never failed before.But just a few days ago I nearly did. I used to be pretty good in my class but now i'm just an average.It takes me a lot of effort to accept this reality as it hurts me more than anything. I love to study.I really do. I just can't fail because I'm a muslim and muslims just don't fail. That's what I thought. But actually, through this failure, Allah actually answered one of my dua'.<br />
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Allah, I know I am a muslim with iman, different from those who don't. I know I have the knowledge of Islam that not everybody have. I realize I had been and is still in the process of tarbiyah which not many go through. And I know I am on the right direction. I never think of this but Allah, I'm afraid that I might boast about those things. I might think highly of myself. I might think I'm better than the others so please guide me Ya Raheem, always remind me that I'm just your slave that had been given so many ni'mah. Everything that I know and everything that I am comes from You. You may take it away anytime you want. Don't make me think that I'm better than the others. So Allah, do remind me that.<br />
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And today, the dua' is answered. Amin..Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-70996742758068611792012-08-29T01:50:00.000-07:002012-08-29T01:50:03.044-07:00TarbiyahOh.beza rupanya berada bersama dgn mereka yg mempunyai tarbiyah. hari ini, baruku sedar akan hakikat ituMiss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-33153426667179895122012-08-16T00:13:00.002-07:002012-08-16T00:14:31.705-07:00MarahMarah. Is there any normal human being on earth who haven't felt it before?<br />
I doubt so.<br />
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Mungkin kdg2 kita terlepas pandang betapa besarnya or dalamnya kesan marah kpd seseorg. Kita pun sndiri terasa sakitnya hati bila kna mrh x bertempat. right?<br />
Yes, we can forgive but it is not easy to forget as scars just don't dissapear as fast as the pain does. <br />
We always heard that <em>'sabar itu separuh drpd keimanan'</em>. separuh.half.one over two.that's a big portion isn't it?<br />
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<em>Imam Bukhari ada meriwayatkan, Abu Hurairah menceritakan..</em><br />
<em>Satu hari datang seorang pemuda kepada Rasulullah s.a.w dan berkata "Wahai Rasulullah, berikan aku nasihat"</em><br />
<em>Rasulullah s.a.w menjawab "jangan kamu marah"</em><br />
<em>Lelaki itu bertanya lagi, "apakah ada lagi nasihat yang lain?"</em><br />
<em>Rasulullah s.a.w menjawab, "jangan kamu marah".</em><br />
<em>Sekali lagi lelaki itu bertanya dan Rasulullah s.a.w tetap menjawab, "jangan kamu marah".</em><br />
(Hadis ke 16 Hadis 40)<br />
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Jangan kamu marah. Nasihat yg diulangi baginda.Nasihat yang tak mungkin sia2.<br />
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Jadi sahabat2, marilah kita bermuhasabah. Mengkoreksi diri.<br />
Janganlah kita marah. Itu pesan Rasulullah s.a.w.<br />
Kerana sesungguhnya baginda sayang kepada kita:)<br />
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<br />Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-6528333750178071802012-08-13T05:43:00.003-07:002012-08-13T05:43:40.688-07:00test??math test!!<br />
seriously, it's not cool.<br />
not for me at least.<br />
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hanya diri yg tahu betapa geramnya hati ini bila 2 soalan x mampu dijawab<br />
huhu. ironic much.<br />
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but then it made me think of something else<br />
baru 2 soalan test math. dh gelabah mcm it's the end of the world<br />
mcm mna soalan2 yg bakal ditanya when it is really the end of the world?<br />
questions that nobody can run away from<br />
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i gasped. my heart felt heavy.<br />
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<em>it's from HIM that we came and to HIM we will return..</em><br />
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Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-47985401004546245872012-08-12T02:04:00.001-07:002012-08-12T02:04:00.398-07:00mujahidahjalan seorg mujahidah bkn la mudah namun tidak juga payah kerana Allah telah berjanji takkan dibebani seorg itu melebihi dari kemampuannya. teringat akan satu bait nasyid yg seringku dengar. <br />
<em>bukan mudah bernafas dalam jiwa hamba..</em><br />
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semestinya tidak kerana syurga itu mahal harganya. redha Illahi yg menentukan segalanya.<br />
hati ini bukan la seperti Saiditina Fatimah, puteri Rasulullah dan bukan juga seperti Saiditina Khadijah, seorg mujahidah yg ternama. jauh sekali hatiku dari hati mereka.namun akan ku gagahi langkah ini. utk bergerak setapak dekat denganNya. <br />
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belajar itu juga jihad ya ukhti, pesan sahabatku.<br />
ya, benar sekali. hanya itu yg termampu ku lakukan. demi Islam yg kusayang<br />
belajar dan terus belajar agar Islam tidak mudah diperlekehkan<br />
aku sedar kehadiranku di sini bkn satu permainan. bkn juga satu senda gurauan<br />
perjalanan yg menanti mungkin penuh dgn onak dan duri<br />
namun ttp akn ku tempuhi<br />
kerana keredhanNya yg ku cari..Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-70111743208939165192012-08-10T02:24:00.000-07:002012-08-10T02:24:05.028-07:00Rasulullah..how I miss you..Rasulullah..<br />
Will I ever be good enough to see you smiling back to me in jannah?<br />
Mampukah aku menyintaimu sepertimana engkau menyintai aku?<br />
Ya Rasulullah..how I wish you are here right now<br />
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Bukan mudah utk merasainya..<br />
Apatah lagi pabila diuji dugaan-Nya<br />
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Namun itulah tujuan ujian<br />
Mendorong kita dekat pada Ilahi<br />
Bknnya lari dari cintaNya yg hakiki<br />
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Saat tangan ditadah memohon pertolongan<br />
Saat diri tunduk penuh keinsafan<br />
Saat dirasakan tiada lagi harapan<br />
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Saat itulah ketenangan datang<br />
Menyapa jiwa yang mungkin gersang<br />
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Dan ketika itu tahmid diucapkan<br />
Merasai betapa besarnya nikmat ketenangan<br />
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Ya Allah..ku mohon, jangan kau tarik nikmat ketenangan ini ya Allah..Miss Mujahidahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06456286563607695051noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1854409375239250972.post-30110636177888453282012-08-04T17:18:00.003-07:002012-08-04T17:21:50.169-07:00Ahlan Wasahlan to myself again<em><span style="background-color: white; color: #c27ba0; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum..n good early morning:)</span></em><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A LONG TIME. that's what I needed in order to find myself.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">What happened to me actually? Why did I stop writing blogs?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The answer is simple but hard to answer.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I simply lost myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sitting at home, working, not doing much of anything after spm caused me to lose myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't know how to explaim it but what I do know is I felt empty and...away from HIM. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I had great troubles back then but still my heart was running away from HIM instead of searching from HIM. Back then I did not know why.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But now I do. Being a young adult and working actually made me forget the the reason I'm here, on earth, under HIS sky. My believe in HIM was weakened for I began to decrease the pages of reading the Holy Quran. I kept listening to K-POP instead of amazing voices of Quran recitation of Muhamaad Taha Al-Junaid,Al Ghamidi, Sudais and nasyeeds sang by Maher Zain, Sami Yusuf, Irfan Makki and so on. I read Hilal Asyraf's books but it didn't get through me like usual.</span><br />
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<em><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was a hard time. I had my family with me. I had my mom (the most amazing mom ever!) with me 24/7. But without realizing it, I put HIM away....sad isn't it?</span></em><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But now..ALHAMDULILLAH. Thanks Ya Allah. A million thanks for helping me to find myself back. KMB(Kolej Mara Banting or Mara Banting College). That's where I am right now. A place that I considered magical. People laugh when I said so because the facilities here are...'okay'.But for me it's really special. It's not a magical fairytale land or anything like that. It's just that being here makes me remember HIM. The tarbiyah here makes me closer to HIM. The seniors are just sweet. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But it's not the place that changes me.<span style="color: #3d85c6;"> Allah did.</span> </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He opened my heart. and for that Alhamdulillah ya Allah. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Now, i want to refresh my life as a true miss mujahidah, InsyaAllah. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I would be a long and slow journey, perhaps a not easy one as I know I'll be crazily busy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But with HIS help, nothing is impossible. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I want to a better me. <em>One that can see Rasulullah smile when I smile to him.In jannah.</em></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><em>A big dream, a long road</em>. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So guys, pray for me and lets move closer to HIM</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I end my post with a hadith that always make me smile(I like it in Malay better:D)</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: lime; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Riwayat Al –Bukhari dan Muslim:</span><br />
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